I'm Home Daddy

My mother and father have grown apart over the years. Both had their affairs but kept the unit together "for the kids". I remember being 17, desperately trying to keep my father's attention and watching him flirt with many young women, wondering, what do they have that I don't have?
Those kind of "daddy issues" got me into a hot and heavy relationship with my college advisor who was 27 years my senior.
I needed to go back "home," heal and handle my business. I needed to mature and detach from my neediness. I wasn't sure how, but I knew my father was the key.
My father was out washing the car in his usual bathrobe with nothing underneath, when I drove up the driveway. He greeted me with a big smile.
For some reason, seeing him turned me on. I got a little tingle between my legs.
This is so vile. He would be disgusted if he ever knew these thoughts. Detach.
"PAPI!" I was so happy to see him.
He pecked me on the lips. Usual.
I hugged him, he squeezed my body against his and I felt an erection. Unusual.
"How's my beautiful baby girl?" He said with a big smile.
"I'm good," I was taken aback by the sudden need to climb up on top of him and feel the tip of his cock against the wetness on my panties.
DETACH.
"I'm going to take a shower before dinner, can I help you with anything" I say, but hoping he says no?. I need to go take care of my "business" behind closed doors.
"No baby, go relax, I'll be in in a little while." And he went back to washing the car.
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I could't lock my old bedroom's door fast enough. It has become a guest room of sorts. A hodgepodge of books, mismatched sheets, some of my father's things (as I guess they tend now to sleep separately) and a BETA deck? I haven't seen one of those since I was a kid.
I opened my bag and got out my trusty "pocket rocket", pulled down my pants and splayed out onto the mattress. I didn't even close the blinds. Something about seeing daddy in the distance, unaware what I was doing, was sending me over the edge.
I finger-fucked myself and used that vibrator. I thought about my father's cock pushed up inside of me. I came in 10 seconds flat.
Is this the way I would get over my daddy issues? Creating real daddy issues.
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While waiting for the shower to heat up, I just HAD TO look at the movies on BETA. "Smokey